Dearest Daddy

A bullet straight through my heart,
Tearing my love for you apart.
I’m not saying that I love you any less,
Just that your bullet left love a mess.
Scattering my emotions to the earth,
Making me question my own worth,
Leaving me empty and dry,
Wishing so soon to die.
Dearest daddy, what shall I do?
When the smoking gun is held by you?
I’ll never be whole again,
Without a father to heal my pain.
Without that strength to keep me tall,
I’ll never be myself, surrounded by these walls,
Walls built by pain and rejection,
That lets through only the worst infection.
Dearest daddy, what shall I do?
When all this pain is not seen or felt by you?

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2 thoughts on “Dearest Daddy

  1. daleymaid says:

    Beautiful. Painful to read, but my God it’s beautiful.

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